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| YEAH YEAH YEAH~~~sorry for lazy update here, Living in OZ already for a month, the past month so many things happened, sad, angry and happy.... hard to tell all detail in here... to make it short, homesick is getting better, if I say I don't miss home now I'd be lying. I miss my family and friends in Hong Kong, I miss my comfortable bed, any many.
What I learn last month, things can gone very fast and unexpected, sometimes people surely they got something, but they never know it can gone very fast and unexpected. I should treasure everything I have now, and try to think positive, be myself, love myself, don't waste energy to someone who don't deserved my love and care, but still I'd be myself and treat people around nice.
Before I come here, I thought this trip can make me grown up, be mature and independent. But now I found out people won't change much even you try hard, you'd just always be yourself. Yes, I know I'm always so silly and think too simple, innocent/childish, too easy to trust what others say, cheated by others.....but... why not just be myself? I love myself can always think simple to make myself feel better and happy, I don't want to be mean and evil, I'd rather hurt by others instead of hurting others. That's Laura!
Hey~back to my topic, this morning worked for 2 hrs, then back to room took shower then walked 45mins to bus stop, took the bus to Buderim with Polly, Jovi, Isa, Michelle. Super happy day~haha...had a big lunch in a nice restaurant, finished the bank stuff, walk around window shopping, supermarket time....the most happy thing was....YEAH~~~~ I bought a very nice dress in a sport clothes shop!!! 50% off!!!!! So nice~ going to wear it for tomorrow "secret picnic" hehehe... And the other happy thing was,,,, many many hot guys today....wahaha... finally something good for eyes~wahahaa....
Actually not much special, but don't know why I just felt so happy today! | | |
| 嘩哈哈哈~剛剛係facebook見到馬德鐘果篇放血，因為想知佢買左d咩而click入去，發現要login xanga先睇到.... 於是唸左好耐....先唸到我個xanga user name同password.... 大家見我對上果個post就知我幾耐無係到出現過啦~ 就係因為"8"先醒起自己有個xanga.... 我以後.....未來呢一年都會係到post多d嫁啦~ 最近既新動向係.... 本小姐會係5月17日離開"揸顛"....經過呢近3年既日子....真係有d覺得自己開始僻佢將我既精力、耐性、青春、福利 "揸"乾揸盡，搞到我人都"顛"..... 變態.....不過好開心識到一班好super nice既同事，如果無佢地真係挨唔到咁多年!! 下個月...... 我去澳洲啦~~~~~  要好好休息下.... | | |
| WOW~~~ I didn't write in there for about 2 months!!!! em....well~ I'm too lazy, haha....always say busy tired from work  forgive me, that's me, lazy Laura.... Well, past 2 months just as usual work all the times, then take rest in holiday. Some special things happened, family move back live together, well...good and bad, no more lonely feeling at home, but no more own space and freedom at home too. My room changed, I painted one side to sharpe orange~ cool~ lol~ cream white + sharpe orange!!! My room become much more tidy now, no more messy!!! Of coz~ I throw 50% of my stuff out!! lol~ you can never imagine how messy my room was!!! hahaha~~~ I'm not a real gal  These few weeks thinks a lot, well...I'm kind of gal always keep thinking and dreaming~ lol.....can say thats relax, or lazy or hea!!! Suddenly feel so unsure about things, starting feel confused about right and wrong. Starting feel unsure about relationship. There are so many people in your life walk past, some stay, some gone. Some you care but they dont care and dont want u stay in their life. Some left u, then back, left then back. Sth. happen again, but it always in wrong timing. Try to take things easy, stay clame, just do my best. Been too lazy for gym these 2 months.....time for start back there!!! Can't be lazy anymore!!! | | |
| 返左４日早m好累呀~ 仲要坐左4日3殺位......help~~~~~我要改名~哈哈...... 最近生活有d苦悶....唉~~~~唔知做咩..... 無當心情灰灰時....都唔知自己想點....煩死...... 正如果日老妖話個客咁...... 我唸我真係要搵返自己個目標先得~ 哈哈~ "都無目標既，"晒"我時間" 細妹聽日同佢上司出trip去上海搭我地機.....呵呵~ 多謝"笑fe yeah"掃把幫我留位~keke.... 第一行window~話晒佢咁大個女第一次搭飛機，坐係crew旁邊安全d~哈哈..... 希望佢個trip ok啦~有d擔心佢回程，因為杭州返黎係stendby bkin..... 唉..... 唉~ 真係好想跟佢講..."煩...煩....煩.....煩....." 我都唔知....好悶....好心煩..... 最近開始學習無係正常，有係bonus.... 唔好期望先唔會失望.....好想唸野簡單d，咁就可以輕鬆d..... I'm just a simple gal, I can't do complicated things!!!! P.S. June~~~~~~~haha........ kekekee....... | | |
| Too lazy to write in here...but .....June add me, so try to write sth. la~ haha.... Well, recently....... busy at work as usual.... sometimes happy, sometimes sad..... sometimes fun, sometimes feel my life boring..... try to make some new fds, but I'm really not good at it.... I think I got some trust problem :P And my love life....haha~ still single by the moment...... sometimes enjoy being single, sometimes lonely.... mmmmmm........ recently start feel a bit confused about right and wrong, seems my moral standard become lower..... need to be carful!! I dont want other steal my man, so I wont steal other's man.... just let it be... Sometimes.....having hope or expecting something will make ppl tired and sad... better no expectation, just try ur best. Heard a man said "good gal is not fun!" . Who say that?! I'm a good gal behave myself, but I can also be a fun gal~ lol~ just depends...my goal~ be a good fun gal~ lovely!! silly me ~ haha | | |
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